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I know Felix as a fiery, intense compete with an enormous heart. This past start was the first time that I've believed I saw anything other than the above. It wouldn't have merited a comment otherwise. In other words, I have such respect for him as a player and person that I found it completely jarring and upsetting to even think that he might be unfocused or otherwise distracted.
Second...
I'm legally blind. When watching a game, I rarely have a good visual on someone's facial expressions unless they zoom in on his face. His body language was what I was seeing, more than anything. He looked uncomfortable and was moving around very slowly, hanging his head, that sort of thing. That is what I was reacting to.